Thursday, March 31, 2011


Where is that fine line? I have damn near douched my relationships down to just having the important true ones in my life. With Facebook now, you collect people you know on your "Friends" list. I find the site great for networking. That is how I used my MySpace years ago for music and bands.

What is "Friendship"?

Defined: For me anyways is someone that is there for you, has your back and values you as who you are and are unconditional.

Why do we use the term so loosely? I hardly ever hear "He's an acquaintance of mine" or "That is my co-worker" maybe "Someone that I interacted with in the past" Is it that it sounds better to have so many "Friends" for a feeling of acceptance?

I am really reevaluating this anymore. I have over extended myself in trying to relate with people in my life that I find incredible but at most I am the one doing all the work. Does not anyone have the time anymore to give of yourself and help another? Especially a so called "friend"? Are our lives to cluttered with unnecessary activities that we forget what is truly needed in this world? Service of ourselves? But where is that line drawn as well? When is giving to much that you compromise yourself and take to much from ones self? What is enough that you aren't selfish?

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Ugly Behavior

Definition of UGLY

a : offensive to the sight : hideousb : offensive or unpleasant to any sense
: morally offensive or objectionable <corruption—the ugliest stain of all>
a : likely to cause inconvenience or discomfort <the ugly truth>

To whom it may concern:

When one has a disagreement with another, it is between the two of you. Now.... WHY, would you want to take an entire establishment and innocent bystanders that have NOTHING to do with the disagreement?
Wouldn't you be a bigger person to WALK AWAY? If you don't like it, why waste so much energy involving yourself in it trying to destroy it?  Why the animosity? Could it be because deep down you still want to be on that persons good side or a part of that persons creation?
Why destroy others welfare, lively hood, and entertainment? Oh yeah, because you are a douche! Well I am here to say..... Some people just might not want their lives cleansed by the likes of you!!
It's those innocent ones that are pissed! Sometimes when the wrong ones are pissed enough it might be best to find a new circle to go start over in!

Word of the wise..... NEVER, EVER talk shit on anyone unless you can back it up or it's a very well known fact. You never know who might be involved in that person that you are talking to and it can take you down! BIGGEST known fact in Hollywood!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

My futures So Bright I've Got To Wear Shades!!


Took them off my head.... went to put them back one and...... the end of the arm is broken off!! What the crap? What is it with me and my cheap sunglasses? It's hopeless to keep a pair. I'm afraid to get expensive ones. I LOVE my cheap, big, bling, sunglasses! I fall in love with a pair then..... crap! and I tell you it's not that I drop them, I don't sit on them, i don't trow them, I'm pretty kind and gentle to my eye wear.... they.... just.... casually... fall apart!

I did however step on "Satan's" glasses... THAT was an accident.... crushed one side.. Wish I had tem around to get a pic of but I do not know what he did with them... He WAS trying to wear them to see out of the one leans left. Took my cousin Nicole out to main.... She hates the snow. She slipped and fell getting into the cab and we had no clue she lost them off her head until I went back to look for them and found only the front top of the frames.

My only not 'black" pair. Yep arm broken off... *sigh you can see they are cracked around the lenses as well had to glue that. As soon as I did and was like Oh Yeah we are good the same day that arm fell right off!

My Diors... Yes I said cheap sunglasses but these were a gift from a friend in Vegas (I didn't pay for them). Damn it!! Yes see the are is broke right off!!

My favorite Hollywood Blvd glasses from when I was living and working out in Holy-weird! These bum me out the most... they are my most favs!

Ok.... why do I still have all these broken glasses?? Well... deep down I am hoping they will fix themselves or can be fixed so I can have my favorite cheap eye wear back on my face where they belong!!