Sad Angel

Angel,
Put sad wings around me now
Protect me from this world of sin
So that we can rise again

Oh angel,
We can find our way somehow
Escaping from the world we're in 
To a place where we began
And I know we'll find
A better place and peace of mind
Just tell me that it's all you want
For you and me

Angel won't you set me free
Angel,
Remember how we chased the sun
Then reaching for the stars at night
As our lives had just begun
When I close my eyes
I hear your velvet wings and cry
I'm waiting here with open arms
Oh can't you see
Angel shine your light on me

Angel we'll meet once more I'll pray
When all my sins are washed away
Hold me inside your wings and stay
Angel take me far away

Put sad wings around me now
Angel take me far away
Put sad wings around me now
So that we can rise again
Put sad wings around me now
Angel take me far away
Put sad wings around me now
So that we can rise again

Art by:: Jimmie Miller

Cell Phone Pet Peeves!

This has got to be one of my BIGGEST pet peeves! As nice as someone may be that does not excuse them from ignorance. When you walk into an establishment that involves positive customer service on their part, RETURN THE FUCKING FAVOR! Get off your phone BEFORE walking in and put it on silent. Don't walk in chatting away having someone sit there waiting on you to get done. Better yet why in the HELL would you answer it in mid-conversation. Let it go to voice mail!

Excusing yourself doesn't work either. There is NO excuse. Having your ring tone volume on the highest it will go isn't necessary either. Are ya freakin deaf? Need to make sure you hear it so you can run after it? You miss it so what! Call them back! If it's real important THEY will call back! I now have to try and find some tactic to excuse people away from my office politely until they are done bullshitting on their cell phone.

Now this one is most aggravating. If I do not answer your call or text right away. I AM BUSY! It doesn't matter what I am busy with, that is NOT your business. If I do not want to text or talk I should not  feel obligated to, so that you don't think I am some kind of a-hole. Your insecurities should not be my problem. 9 times out of 10 if you are feeling that you offended me or are bugging me you probably are. LEAVE IT! I will get back to you as soon as I can. I do have a life you know. I am sorry that you are not priority in it. My only priorities right now are my children and my job. By the way have I mentioned that I HATE TO FUCKING TEXTING!!

Driving here is a big one! I wish that UTAH would pass the law like California with a stiff fine if you are pulled over for driving and texting/calling. You drive worse then a 90 year old lady that can't see over the steering wheel!! Do you realize the heavy equpiment, the massive weapon you are rolling around in? This one should be treated just as serious as drinking and driving. There are options to be hands free talking! Let them call you back, let your voicemail pick it up, blue tooth ear piece, run through the speakers in your vehicle. There are more important things happening on the road then to worry about what someone needs to tell you. If it is that important pull off the road for gods sakes.

My top 5 songs

Here are my top 5 favorite songs in life right now. These are not in any particular order either.

This song by Zep is one of the most sexiest songs... This one gets right in my soul! I feel so sexy dancing to this and even sexier in bed! "I've been trying, Lord, let me tell you, Let me tell you I really did the best I could." "I said you had the nerve to tell me you didn't want me no more, yeah"

This song by Aerosmith is a theme song for me in my life." It's amazing, With the blink of an eye, You finally see the light, Oh it's amazing, When the moment arrives, That you know you'll be alright, Oh it's amazing And I'm saying a prayer, For the desperate hearts tonight."

Black Crows she talks to Angels: "..... and the cross is someone she has not met, not yet."......." She paints her eyes as black as night now, Pulls those shades down tight Yes, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pain gonna make everything alright."

Jane says, Janes Addiction. Another sexy diddy and I love the lyrics. . "Jane says I ain't ever been in love, I don't know what it is she only knows if someone wants her."

Velvet Revolvers Fall to pieces is a very emotional piece to me. "I keep a journal of memories, I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe, I fall to pieces"




This one by Saliva comes soooooo close! Hard to not just add it on as an extra here. Depending on the day or week or month it could replace one in the 5.

"Would you find it in you heart,  To make this go away,  And let me rest in pieces"

Genie

The Lady of white is no fairy tale
She is just the beginning of hell
She will break your heart and make you cheat
Make you think your life is complete
The diamond she holds in her eyes
Eventually become the ones you despise
No matter how hard you try to forget
She is only satisfied with a life of regret
She can appear in so many ways
And leave your mind blank for so many days
Beware of this lady and her trick
For her pleasures are rather sick
She's a genie a bottle of smoke
No laughing matter no joke
She'll make you run make you hide
She will take everything including your pride
She'll make it a challenge, give you a test
And she will smile when you are obsessed
So if you know this GENIE of today
It's your soul for you I pray
By: Joseph E Simonetti

I used the cartoon because the real thing is just way to disturbing for me. Especially when you see someone you love partaking of "Genie". I have lost a couple from this ugly drug and addiction. A very painful way to lose someone when it is self inflicted and they could have saved themselves but lose all desire to do so. Very selfish if you ask me. Being around a loved one that has this is a complicated drama continually walking on egg shells.  The highs and lows, mood swings, paranoia, and lack of interest in life. You want to do all you can to help them but realistically you just end up enabling them. THEY have to want the change for anything to progress towards the healing. 


Good heart ed loving souls consumed in a dark spiral. I hope the ones I have lost out of my life will finally see a light at the end of the tunnel and all the ones that adore them there ready to support and love them. They have so much to offer everyone and we have so much to give them.

"Friends"

Where is that fine line? I have damn near douched my relationships down to just having the important true ones in my life. With Facebook now, you collect people you know on your "Friends" list. I find the site great for networking. That is how I used my MySpace years ago for music and bands.

What is "Friendship"?

Defined: For me anyways is someone that is there for you, has your back and values you as who you are and are unconditional.

Why do we use the term so loosely? I hardly ever hear "He's an acquaintance of mine" or "That is my co-worker" maybe "Someone that I interacted with in the past" Is it that it sounds better to have so many "Friends" for a feeling of acceptance?

I am really reevaluating this anymore. I have over extended myself in trying to relate with people in my life that I find incredible but at most I am the one doing all the work. Does not anyone have the time anymore to give of yourself and help another? Especially a so called "friend"? Are our lives to cluttered with unnecessary activities that we forget what is truly needed in this world? Service of ourselves? But where is that line drawn as well? When is giving to much that you compromise yourself and take to much from ones self? What is enough that you aren't selfish?

Ugly Behavior

Definition of UGLY

1

: frightful, dire

2

a : offensive to the sight : hideousb : offensive or unpleasant to any sense

3

: morally offensive or objectionable <corruption—the ugliest stain of all>

4

a : likely to cause inconvenience or discomfort <the ugly truth>

To whom it may concern:

When one has a disagreement with another, it is between the two of you. Now.... WHY, would you want to take an entire establishment and innocent bystanders that have NOTHING to do with the disagreement?

Wouldn't you be a bigger person to WALK AWAY? If you don't like it, why waste so much energy involving yourself in it trying to destroy it?  Why the animosity? Could it be because deep down you still want to be on that persons good side or a part of that persons creation?

Why destroy others welfare, lively hood, and entertainment? Oh yeah, because you are a douche! Well I am here to say..... Some people just might not want their lives cleansed by the likes of you!!

It's those innocent ones that are pissed! Sometimes when the wrong ones are pissed enough it might be best to find a new circle to go start over in!

Word of the wise..... NEVER, EVER talk shit on anyone unless you can back it up or it's a very well known fact. You never know who might be involved in that person that you are talking to and it can take you down! BIGGEST known fact in Hollywood!

My futures So Bright I've Got To Wear Shades!!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!! UGGGGG! HOW?!?

Took them off my head.... went to put them back one and...... the end of the arm is broken off!! What the crap? What is it with me and my cheap sunglasses? It's hopeless to keep a pair. I'm afraid to get expensive ones. I LOVE my cheap, big, bling, sunglasses! I fall in love with a pair then..... crap! and I tell you it's not that I drop them, I don't sit on them, i don't trow them, I'm pretty kind and gentle to my eye wear.... they.... just.... casually... fall apart!

I did however step on "Satan's" glasses... THAT was an accident.... crushed one side.. Wish I had tem around to get a pic of but I do not know what he did with them... He WAS trying to wear them to see out of the one leans left. Took my cousin Nicole out to main.... She hates the snow. She slipped and fell getting into the cab and we had no clue she lost them off her head until I went back to look for them and found only the front top of the frames.

My only not 'black" pair. Yep arm broken off... *sigh you can see they are cracked around the lenses as well had to glue that. As soon as I did and was like Oh Yeah we are good the same day that arm fell right off!

My Diors... Yes I said cheap sunglasses but these were a gift from a friend in Vegas (I didn't pay for them). Damn it!! Yes see the are is broke right off!!

My favorite Hollywood Blvd glasses from when I was living and working out in Holy-weird! These bum me out the most... they are my most favs!

Ok.... why do I still have all these broken glasses?? Well... deep down I am hoping they will fix themselves or can be fixed so I can have my favorite cheap eye wear back on my face where they belong!!